Pillow forts & all sorts of childish constructions
I am keeping beans in my pocket, beans in my pocket
Just in case the giants are real
Just in case I’m starting to feel a tremor
My tender feet are finally unbooted
Tiny as they touch down on the ground
On the grass, I find my center
Can I keep it? Can I keep quiet?
Breathe in, breathe out, keep it at bay
Silence, be still, striking my balance
Rise to challenge, don’t scare it away
Finally, finally, finally it falls into place
Finally, I fall into you
But it’s just too small
It’s ripping at the seams
It seems I’m growing faster than I thought
It’s not anybody’s fault, but I can’t keep it on any longer
So I run out of this construction
I run into the forest to hide
I’m heaving, heap into a sweaty pile
At least I’m getting stronger
Can I keep it? Can I keep quiet?
Breathe in, breathe out, keep it at bay
Silence, be still, striking my balance
Rise to challenge, don’t scare it away
Finally, finally, finally it falls into place
Finally, I fall into
You / I’m getting
You / I’m getting better
You / At letting myself rest
Finally, finally, finally it falls into place
Finally, I fall into
credits
from Thanks Mangled Brain,
released September 15, 2016
Vocals: Caitlin Cook & Melody Chebrellan
Ukulele: Johannes Petri
Piano: Caitlin Cook
Percussion: Melody Chebrellan
Written by Caitlin Cook & Melody Chebrellan. Recorded and produced by Joao Marcos Fonseca. Mastered by Steve Gamble.
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